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Thursday, August 21, 2008
1:36 AM
How is my life? SCREWED.URGH its not a gd time for nice perfect english. no matter how much ppl might hurt you, through words or actions, no matter how much you want to get back at them, we should be able to forgive. (BSF is always so apt to my life) and so even if you hurt me, and i might not show it, i may just give you a subtle smile and swallow it all. thanks for that, i would say, because deep inside it's hurting, but i'll cover up to forgive you all in all. ignorance is bliss. but knowing will result in change. our sins against God are much greater than the sins against us. so what more should we forgive, just as God has forgiven us?FORGIVE, shiyun. and things won't be too jarring in your face. and it will gradually fade off. don't become too sad, cos sometimes, it may just be your own fault. it would be nice to have ppl see me as a confidant, or friend, and not just the one you say hi to everyday, nor the one whom you joke with on the surface, nor the girl out there who's just, nice. and i know the people whom i really love as true friends, and i'm thankful. but there are only few true ones. after all, who really are the ones who know all your deepest secrets? or maybe, is it because i never tell, so no one really knows?): im becoming emo again. :(but i believe my screwed up life is my fault, and that there are better things to come. life isn't always bright, but there will always be that glimmer of light.maybe someday i'll become some motivator or inspiring speaker or philosopher or something. x/bah.qertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm,i'm losing focus.Scarlet's coming, i shall switch my tone of voice to a more positive one. by the way, come and watch if you are interested.let's give this blog some revival, shall we?with big smiles and hugs,shiyun.
herbasics
shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!