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Sunday, May 18, 2008
5:52 PM
the things happening around me are like slow, yet we have to work fast. eww... i think i'm becoming more and more passive. i need to go high. homework.deadlines.packing.shopping.school.ANYWAY my wkend has been pretty okay, managed to get SOME work done, esp AMES which i'm quite proud of =) love my organized hw schedule. just hope i actually follow it. xPplayed in church service today. i think i'm pretty crazy, in the sense that most ppl start off with children's ministry or youth, but i kind of plunged into the adult service. so besides a few wrong notes and wrong chords and the score kind of falling off, it was okay i guess. grand piano sounds nice as always. and uh, i kind of became like the dark horse which came into the limelight. everyone was like "GOOD JOB! you played so well!" frankly speaking, it wasn't that gd, but i suppose ppl don't pay alot of attention to the accompaniment. so this is how i started serving in church. for a super non-proactive person like me, its others that encouraged me into it. and i realized no matter how much you try to avoid, God will still bring you back to his plan. and after this, though i still believe i don't play very well, it's made me appreciate piano more. and thanks to my piano tcher for the "you have alot of potential IF you work hard" encouragement and pep talks. she asked me about my plans regarding piano, like where i want to head and stuff like that. seriously, i've nvr considered that. piano is a skill, and yes i do like playing the piano and i can sort of "feel" the music, but i'm not sure if its gna go out as a career or smth. but i don't believe you can only work hard if you have something big in mind, even if its just for leisure, i still will focus and probably work hard for dip. okay, you can't ask a indecisive person about her future plans. i'm becoming a really dull person. NOOOO.i'm halfway done for shopping for japan trip, i'm still missing 3G hp, souvenirs and shoes. ooh ok. and i want nice knee-length shorts or above knee skirts. RARH no time! i haven't packed yet, i haven't even dragged the luggage out of wherever it is. japan trip is scaring me. i'm thinking how i would live in a japanese person's house for 3 weeks and not feel awkward. still, think of harajuku, disneyland, shopping and food! i'm using up 3 wks of my precious jun hols so i better make this trip even more priceless. i need exercise, more specifically, fresh air.shiyun.
herbasics
shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!
