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Monday, May 05, 2008
11:44 PM
shiyun feels stupid, suddenly... blah. i don't think my grades are dropping alot, but i think i've slackened quite alot, and my expectations are lowering, even if i don't realize it. perhaps i'm taking things too lightly? i don't feel i've studied alot this year... and i could have done better. well, don't give me some crap abt how you are worse off, cos each to her own right? i mean if you know yourself, then you should guage your potential and work towards it right? anyway, yiping was PRO today. chongmin too, but i can't really appreciate guzheng so i can't comment much abt it. hehh. but for someone to learn a very fast piano piece in one month is amazing, and for me, its miraculous. like one month will be the time i take to figure out all the notes. okay, i will strive to master my piano if time actually permits, cos its irritating knowing that you are diploma level but still worse off than someone who is, probably grade 7. -.- no, i just think i take very very long to learn my notes. okay, i'm like super bored learning chinese poems. i don't want to memorize poems!!! and they are all the same, talk about spring summer autumn winter, its as if its the only thing they can ever get inspiration from. more deadlines... i want to finish my AMES and CLEP story BEFORE japan trip. which is 3 weeks from now. which is bad. holidays are equivalent to home schooling. pls correct this misunderstanding that students have alot of time during the hols. "you have the whole june hols to complete your homework!" YEAH, as in jun hols, if you minus off overseas trip and camps, that's like one week? right, i have one WHOLE week to clear like hw from 7-8 subjects. one subject one day. i bet 30 years ago, ppl were still like, maybe flying kites on the grass at my age... i foresee a busy, unpredictable year ahead. jiayoujiayou. shiyun.
herbasics
shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!