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Monday, April 07, 2008
11:42 PM
have been stressed out all weekend. one of the worst ever. have you ever gotten this sickening dull pain that is constantly weighing like a thousand pounds in your mind that you can't get rid of? and because of that i've been looking at food with no appetite, but rest assured i still eat, and i have been neglecting my bed and rest. so, maybe, i'm just one who is more paranoid than others. according to sec2 DISC test, people see me as an I-S, i think i'm an I-S, but when i'm under stress i'm an I-S-C. that C, pessimistic, pays extra attention to details and somewhat introverted. like how i don't like to talk to ppl when i'm stressed and i'm just thinking abt work work work everytime. eew, nonono i don't like C i must go back to my I-S self, which i perceive as the best combi to have! of course, i know i'm never a D. i can never be a D. okay, what am i doing, analyzing my stupid self.anyway, school passed in a blur today, probably cos i was to caught up with IFD. chem: read qualitative analysis PLEASE cos i can't rmb a single thing. A-lit: whee more comedies to read! Bill Bryson and his American food fad. or Odgen Nash and his literal metaphors.Maths: was too stressed up to really listen. tmr coord geom quiz. die. luckily its open book, and luckily i did the ws today.Assembly: not too bad this time. teachers were hilarious. hmp mini concert was, again, making me inferior to my nondescript piano skills, the juggler was just amazing (it took my mind off IFD for a while)3rd lang: normal normal normal.realised there is compo test next monday!!! and test on 28th April. my sakubun is gna dieeee!i'm quite happy that at least me skipping tll today was worth it. at least, i'm not feeling too bad now. at least, i'm crapping and thats a gd sign. but still, the real thing is not until tmr onwards so i will がんばってね! 絶対できるよ!信じて!self motivation is key.a little publicity here: Theatre Club presentsSCARLET 1st installment18th April, 1900@ NY eco pondF-O-C! of cos there's limited number of audience cos its only... well, ecopond. so COME and see for the first time, an outdoor performance at night. try smth out of the audi shall we? jiayoujiayoujiayou.shiyun.
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shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!