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Sunday, March 30, 2008
7:45 PM
ζ±Ίγγγso since it's like that, i just hope that it's the right choice and GO FOR IT! =)busybusybusy. HMM, let me take out my long list of paper to see. LA SIA, chem SIA, bio SIA, ChiSIA, Chi book review, IFD, CSM, SAC, CCA. the bulk of acronyms, to shorten a word which is actually very long, to make it look simple when it's actually complicated. how the world strives for perfection in every aspect. note to self: pls go PRAC yr piano OFTEN now unless you wanna die on stage or put the whole choir to shame. THANKYOU. somehow, somewhen, i actually AM playing for the church choir. after, like, since sec1 ppl have been coming to ask me to play but i shrugged it off... maybe it's God's plan. and no matter how much i try to steer away he brings me back to where he wants me to be. like how in the bus i was still contemplating over CAP or JAP, thinking through all the pros and cons and whatever things that have been repeated to me for the past month, my hp suddenly rang and then the moelc person called me and asked me abt JAP. so i was kind of forced to make a decision, to accept or reject. and the conv went in a way, i found myself accepting it. maybe this is God's plan as well, to help me make the decision, since i was super indecisive. God works amazingly.AND another example, like when i was so frustrated trying to find a substitute for prize giving duty cos i couldn't make it and NO ONE was free. i almost had to give up third lang to do duty and everything... then on the day itself there was an updated list and someone, i dunno how, miraculously took over my duty so i didn't have to do it! it's like i didn't even have to find anyone! i was thanking God like crazy that day.i'm in such awe of God's works. He's just SO big and limitless and vast, yet he is so personal that her cares for everyone of us. Quoting today's sermon on revelations, God is like a lion, majestic and strong, and also like a lamb that has been slain, meek and gentle. When Jesus came, he came as a sacrificial lamb to save our sins, hence he was humble, he was gentle. but when he comes again one day, he will be like a lion, strong and majestic and will judge each and every one of us. it's hard to put it in words.but anw, i'm super stressed abt ALOT of things now.i don't know about tomorrowi just live from day to daymany things about tomorrowi don't seem to understandbut i know who holds tomorrowand i know who holds my handshiyun.
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shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!
