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Saturday, January 26, 2008
9:00 PM
here comes the wkend! nth special. i realised i spent the first 26 days of 2008 doing nth substantial. school's like slack but stressed. we can don't do anything at all for the whole period, OR we can do ALOT of things that period + more things to do at home. and they're pushing alot of stuff to wk 1. like next wk, there're 101 assgns to do. and there's SPA. on week1. after only 2 pracs. i need to rework my brain, its not getting into the right mood. but fortunately, its not so bad since i'm merely complaining and not ending up somewhere worse. oh well. this is what it is, isn't it.
mpp lecture was kind of... i mean. hehh. ok so the stuff about gender issues and freedom of speech wasn't so bad cos i was thinking about cca and like if that could help in anyway right. but i mean, i realised it was a super super big committment and shiyun isn't gna commit to something which she isn't interested in AND its something non-compulsory. think there're lots of things going on right now, i need to choose which one to focus on. so, sorry ppl who really want this cos i'm gna drop out, which is fortunately still early, and jiayou for the whole thing k! yall can always come and find me if yall need anything.
first time in NUS, law faculty and i realised everything was so whitewashed. the walls, the corridors... its like, very quiet and very clean. uh, didn't expect that. and the buildings around looked very colonial. haha. okay... its not like i'll be in there several years from now. IF i don't suddenly change my mind as usual. oh and we got lost getting out of NUS and finding a bus stop. tab,sandy,xy,kayyun and i were the last ones to leave cos they wanted to discuss after the thing, so we didn't follow the rest to the bus stop or wherever. SO, thinking we had very GOOD spatial sense, we walked (obviously) the wrong way and erm found out that we were lost. and cos there was no real pathway to walk on, we walked on roads. and whenever a car was coming somebody would shout "CAR!" and then the funny thing is everyone will jump on the kerb and stop walking. and bcos a car came like every few minutes. it was "CAR!", jump on kerb and stop for a few seconds. then repeat again. and while walking the correct way back this time, the sprinklers for the field went on and we were near it so we could feel like droplets of water. and then we all thought it was raining and we almost started taking out our umbrellas. and then somebody pointed to the field and said "it's the SPRINKLERS! not RAIN!" moment of realisation. it was so comical! cos everyone was like "do you have umbrella?" "oh shit i didn't bring umbrella" "RUNN!!!" so hilarious. but by the time i got to the bus stop i was so tired.
ok... that marks the end of my journey out of NUS law faculty. haha. i realise, i'm not really liking any subj now, except PE? but i'm dreading IH! national identity.haha... LA is ok, lit is ok, chi is ok, maths is ok, bio is ok but tedious, chem is ok but my class is super chaotic during that lesson, jap is ok (thanks to my interest for it), cca is ok but its like the same things everytime and we're not really advancing... like we're slacking every cca! right. i'm currently very neutral to everything. think my interests have like neutralised over the years. rmb sec1 i had extreme feelings to every subj. so, isit the topic problem, the tcher problem, the class problem or just the dread of seeing the SAME subjects everyday on your timetable?
and i'm living the same wkend again. i need exercise, AND i need more excitement. like more NUS walks! or eccentricity. i like interesting ppl in a way. i think its a 203 thing. we liked weird + interesting tchers.
ok... i need to stop typing.
shiyun.
herbasics
shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!
