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Thursday, January 24, 2008
11:34 PM
CREATIVE ARTS PROG OR HAMAMATSU IMMERSION PROG?big question for the day today. BIG one.
CAP:
- its smth i want to go (its my interest!)
- i did like a portfolio for it, which means effort was put in
- can't back out once i submit the thing.
- its really beneficial but probably long term. maybe?
- its a rarer chance than hamamatsu i guess. you don't get writer MENTORS to mentor you for 7 whole months.
- you'll write so much better after this. this is what i want, isn't it?
HAMAMATSU immersion prog:
- c'mon its JAP! i'll do anything jap.
- i promised myself i'll do whatever it takes to get into immersion progs this year.
- its a GREAT opportunity and probably, more likable than CAP.
- i get to go to japan for 20 whole days!
- i'll speak much more fluent jap after this. isn't that what i want as well?
- you get to make tomodachi-s! jap friends!
i think i would like this better than CAP, BUT CAP is such a rare thing! and its hard to get in! harder than hamamatsu that is. so after analysing, a choice hasn't been made. i shall keep bugging jennifer for her ans. she's facing the same problem too!
dilemma. BIG dilemma.
they're both GREAT. and i WANT to go for BOTH!!!
why do they have to clashhhhh!?
at most for the 5 days of CAP i can like leave the jap friend at home but that totally defeats the point right. URGH!
the two things that i'm sure that i wanna do well in, jap and creative writing, meet head to head and ask me to choose one over the other.
ok God will show me the way. there's just one more question: so do i fill in the CAP form anot? its due monday... cos there's still chances i'll not be selected. well, ok for jap immersion too. they're about the same! HOWHOWHOW.
i need to sleep and think about this tmr.
when i'm alert and thinking straight.
shiyun.
herbasics
shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!