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Thursday, September 20, 2007
11:40 AM
this week is like total screw ups... first our drama wasn't really considered a performance. we totally blew the whole thing cos we weren't rehearsed and we have to do it again. yes apparently it was due to a lack of time. er herm, which is not really our fault cos everything was so so so last minute. who can we blame? i mean its like we were quite on time until last term where we started to do really irrelevant things and we kept delaying. so of course, we didn't have time to practise. wasn't surprising we screwed. and there's no point telling us cos its time not used well... and... piano exam yest was screwed too... i mean screwed my 2nd piece which was supp to be like my best and most "promising" piece acc to my piano tcher... but haha. and then aural and sight reading which i'm already not good at... haha. i just wanna pass now. i mean the examiner must have mercy on ppl who are not very musically talented...anw jap oral today! i must do this well to make up for my terrible piano exam yesterday. sigh i rmb i screwed oral last year cos i didn't understand the last question they asked me... so this year i must do my best! i think its gna be harder cos you learn more vocab and my kanji is not fab. and my grammar is horribly inaccurate. haha. but of cos i'm nvr gonna give up jap cos its the best subject where stress isn't a real problem. tmr handing up of subj combi forms! and indecisive me has not really come up with a decision yet. i mean its betw history and lit... although i'm more prone to taking lit but i still dunno leh. and like very few ppl are going for lit. unless i can pull linghan along, although she is more prone to taking history but she is considering lit too... i dunno... my chinese and sciences are settled. and i tried talking to zzc but it ended up the same as talking with my parents cos they are all so suibian. i mean i need like recommendations of my ability right... sigh i realise adults don't help. and i dunno how i'm gna come up with a decision by tmr... howhowhow??? the last panic stage. i realise i always make last minute decisions cos from last yr i've always wanted to take triple science. but then this year since july i've been changing my mind to take humans. haha. same thing as coming to NY. hope i dun regret my choice. and hope i have a nice class next year. like 203. ok... IT is so boring... and once again i failed my IT challenge. i mean i always fail IT stuff. got certificate of participation for IT quiz by UNSW. but i mean its not that impt so long i can use word, ppt, blog, surf the net. i think its sufficient already. well, was never the IT whiz anw.well hope my exams start off well... 1st school exam of EOYs today! watashiwa gambaranakutewa ikemasen!
herbasics
shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!
