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Friday, September 21, 2007
6:17 PM
hello.. i think i stopped for a while. haven't been on comp for quite long. well... its not like i'm studying. the problem is i fall asleep every time i try to study! so now its like pressing for time... argh... anw jap oral was quite bad... i mean firstly i didn't like the tcher, she was so mean... if u didn't understand she'll sigh and shake her head which makes u feel really bad. and yes i mean i didn't understand some of what she was saying totally... like the sentence was so weird. but luckily the last part of the conversation saved me when she changed topic and i knew how to answer... haha. speech and reading was ok. i think i can talk but can't listen. but anw i just have to do well for written which is 90 marks. oral is just 10 marks. so how bad can it get right...
ok after long thoughts and hesitations and panicking, i finally chose my subj combi. i mean it was so dilemmic. took bio, chem, CLEP and lit. was deciding between lit and history and then finally decided i wanted to get myself off facts cos i'll really sleep memorizing them. CLEP was originally intended already cos BSP was seriously history in chinese which is totally not for me, and CLC was like too normal. oh well i like creating writing... and then i've come to the realisation that i can't do physics and i really don't see the reason why we have to learn physics, its so weird. ok so i'm happy about my choice. except that not many ppl are taking and close friends are not taking it. but still hope can get into same class as them. there is still a possibility. haha come to think of it i always have this already made up decision from the beginning like the year before and then months before the deciding date i will change my mind... just like how i wanted RGS for the whole of pri5 and then suddenly changed to NY in p6. i thot i always wanted to take triple science since sec1. but come to think about it now its not really worth it. haha. and parents and tchers do not have real advice to give lor. they say the same old thing. in the end its still yourself who has to do the choosing. oh well i'm not regretting the choice for now..anw... i can't believe i actually got like highest in lvl for that AMC thing... i mean i nvr keep track of what competitions or quizzes i go for... so i was seriously blur when ms chooi told me that cos i was kind of like not really listening in class... hehe. but its really honoured to have yr name printed on a brochure and then being like cordially invited. haha. but still, its not like my maths is so gd cos i'm still dropping. my maths grades are dropping! which is so sad... home-learning is just tons and tons of test papers to do. can't even study! have to do all the test papers that the school gives. sigh i think i'm gna do history one, and chinese, mebbi maths? and then i still got third lang to study k... i'm jianchi-ing for jap, which is why i'm not taking hp. haha.after eoys i'm so gna drown myself in jap shows, have a wacking class chalet and enjoy hokkaido! sighthe grass will be greener once you cross that really high fence. but that day will come when u cross the fence, its only a matter if you easily jumped over or you landed really badly. i'm gna try jumping over the fence and not land on my face. then i can fully enjoy the greener grass. stupid metaphors. haha... shiyun
herbasics
shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!
