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Sunday, August 05, 2007
11:56 PM
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LA, chem CT, LA speech, chem SIA, 90th anniversary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sheesh i'm so gna diediediediedie......... i'm like just prepared LA, not thoroughly revised chem, haven't touch both speech and SIA report and totally ignorant of this whole 90th thing!!! i am so gna DIE. what's more they are ALL within the next 2 weeks. how nice how nice...i see marks dropping till i can't see them...my whole table's in a horrid mess now. and this stupid laptop is taking up a whole lot of space. AND my bag is not packed, actually nothing to pack but i mean you look at my table now, sprawled with chem notes, textbook, LA notes, R and J book, files, papers, books.... sometimes too disorganised can drive a messy person crazy too. and its LATE!!! of course i want to sleep... i sense someone is gna come in like real soon and start nagging. YES AND HE JUST DID...ohwell... maybe i should just like go wash up and everything (To avoid more nags) and then try to revise my chem. i mean i know all the basic knowledge and stuff but still dunno how to explain properly and erm aiya not ready lah... spent the whole night at IMM celebrating my grandpa's b'day. i mean yup good food but... i see my chem flying away... and its like i'm screwing all my tests! keep having mental block. so irritating. i think i should sleep early. but anw tmr 90th full dress rehearsal for the whole day so i guess i'll be missing stuff like SCIENCE hint CHEMISTRY + TEST. and maths. hint i'll not be understanding anything on tues. and then ART which means taking home my stupid clay and doing HOMEWORK. great and i guess i'll be like exploring the whole stage tmr and doing movements and blah. yeah its impt and its sheesh hard work. and tues is the test. HOW. GOOD. TIMING. oh and did i say my piano exam thing? HAH its next month and i'm failing my pieces. its hard to find passion in everything u know. esp since like i'm dropping enthu in my maths and geog and soon chinese and history... ok i shall stop being sarcastic. it is smth to look forward to. i mean 90th. its quite an honour actually. so... argh i shall just go and do my best and then come back chiong like crazy. and there's still learning lab ok. !!! maybe i shall pon it but then such a waste of money right. i know i'm crapping and i shall just stop. phew.and on a happier note, me and linghan created our song! yeah! i wanna record it. it'll be fun. something away from all the hectic stuff around me. and i can always take comfort in the LORD. he's there forever with me. =) shiyun
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shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!