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Thursday, June 28, 2007
7:05 PM
is the day so young?it really doesn't matter so much when the sun has not yet risen, when everything is just a silhouette, where the world is just all you see. you do not care about how many thorns a rose has, or if some animal is waiting hungrily among the bushes. To you, its just a world for you. the sun rose for you, the flowers bloomed for you, the sea shimmered for you. You thought you'd seen the world. It's only when the day starts to bright, when everything comes to light. The good and the bad. You see a different side of the world. You see that on that lovely rose, five menacing thorns stare threateningly at you. You see the shining sun and the dark clouds looming ominously behind it. You see the lush green grass and that pair of eerie glowing eyes glaring at you. You realise its a world that's full of irony, that's full of beauty, yet a hidden darkness. The grandeur of the world is far more amazing than a day with the sun yet to awake. Yet, you think the thorns are out to prick you, the dark clouds are out to strike anytime, and that beast waiting to pounce on you. It is only when the sun comes up, that you see these possible dangers and neglect the far-more magnifent sight in front of you.You start to wish that the sun would not fully rise up and that things would just remain a silhouette. You would not see the full picture, but you would be carefree and only regard the great scenery you see in your life. You realise that it is only when the sun fully rises did you really grow up. You wanted to grow up, but now you'd prefer a shadow of the world. Unclear, but at least your life and mind was clear. Yet the sun would not set. Not for now, for it only takes time for the day to end and become a world that is perfect. You do not know when the day will end, but you know that when the day ends, there'll be no more worrying. Not because there's a layer of darkness covering it, but that the world will change into a world thats really perfect. Time cannot go back. It is only to move on. To live in the world that's perfect, we can only place our trust in the one above, the one that made this world. It is that hand that will lead you through, through the flowering plants and the shimmering sea, through the pricks of the thorns and the paws of the beast. The thorns and the beast may cause you pain, but its his hands that treats the wounds. . Sometimes we slip, but we can always reach for his hand again because its always there for you. Sometimes we see the hand, but as independant, confident people we say we do not need this hand to guide us. But we only see a small fraction of this world and the hand sees it all. We can only be sure that only by firmly holding his hand can we walk through this world to a world of perfection and holiness.Why live in the shadows when there's a world of holiness just for you? Go, breathe in the fresh air, smell the fragrance of the flora, ogle at the vast horizon, overcome all the thorns and beasts, all with your heavenly father.
herbasics
shiyun
14 going on 15
30.09.93
NYGH
DOES:
theatre
english literature
JAPANESE
ADORES:
foreign languages
creative writing
cheesecake!
online dramas
roller coasters
singing for the love of it
music
PEEVES:
disorganized notes
long-winded people
noise early in the morning
alot of homework ALL AT ONCE
too much pressure
WANTS TO CHANGE:
procrastination
being late all the time
wishes
striving for these
- to LOVE my life
- step back, relax and break rules from time to time (IF POSSIBLE)
- keep very close to GOD
- master the Japanese language, then learn at least 1 or 2 more
- to master my piano skills, at least match up to a reasonable standard?
- attend vocal courses (:
- learn the drums
- to be more hospitable
- exercise more!
